It's been a freaking long time since i last updated my blog. Im so busy and when i have the time to blog my mind will just go blank cause there is just too many things to say. Life has been a rollercoaster ride for me. I don't know where my relationship is leading me to. Everything seem so wrong and its all so different from what it used to be. There's many a time when i feel like giving up but i keep telling myself to hold on for i don't know why. I dont know why i am still stuck here when there is so many reason for me to leave. Is this love or is this just my own stupidity?